I Spelt Your Name

I spelt your name, you took my soul
You didn’t spare anything at all
You took my heart as it was a ball
You evaded my brain, stripped out my thoughts
Forever forbidden to spell your name
It’s not my fault, it’s not my sin
Your name found his way in
I am here to claim back my life
I am not feeling so alive
I know you are not my indian summer
You are the fall, I feel on my chest a hammer
I no more can live and breeze
Please, can you let me feel the relief?
You know what I want, I do believe!
I need my heart and my soul, at least
Don’t make me wait, I am in haste!
Hurry! Soon I will be in hibernation state